Old life of fear

I have been living my old life. Fear is here. Why am I so scared to succeed and live life under my own terms? I am not sure and I know if I choose life over death this is what I need to do. Ice cream, chocolate, chips do not equate to happiness. Living life equates happiness! Breathing, smelling the richness of nature, walking, being alive, freedom all equals abundance that I have. The choice is yours to make. What is your choice?