Wednesday, October 30, 2013

New early morning yoga

So this morning I tried something new and went to a yoga class at the wee hours of 6:15 AM!  Yikes!  I was running a few minutes late but made it and was amazed at how difficult it was for me.   I realized I am really out of shape and need to get back on track.   As I was doing the exercises, downward dog and such,   my muscles were yelling at me as they were so darn tight.   My legs especially.   I made it through the class and talked to the instructor afterwards about my tightness and she suggested practicing some of the stretches at home.  
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Ok, well back to the real reason I decided to start my blog.   I want to be in the driver's seat of my life, not a passenger any more.  In looking over my life, I have come to realize I do things that are expected of me and what others think or tell me to do, instead of what my heart and soul longs for.   I have become so dissatisfied with my life and I feel that I need to start living for me, instead of others.   This sounds selfish but really it is what life is all about, isn't it?  Finding your passion and moving forward.   So, I am trying to find my passion instead of putting my wants and needs on the back burner.
I know already one of my passions is dance which I started back when I was grieving over the loss of my Dad.   Within a month after his death, I started ballroom dance lessons, never knowing how they could help me in my life.   I found through music and movement, I forgot about life worries and stresses and focused on my movements and the lessons.   I loved it!  I never realized the freedom involved in it!   I kept up with my lessons and even competed against myself and others.  Again, I loved the challenges involved in it.  
Unfortunately, I am not able to take lessons now as they are rather expensive but I am looking into salsa lessons which I have been told only cost 10 a session, quite a difference from $90 a lesson!
Enough for now, I am running out of things to write so will check in again soon!

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